It just seems that day in day out nothing changes....my attitude, my circumstances, my whole outlook.
I know that they, mind you "they" are the so called professionals and the pessimistic people, say that if you do nothing, then nothing will change. You have to make the change.
But how does one make the change. I get sick of struggling every day just to get through the day.
So why is it so easy for everyone else to enjoy their life. What makes it so much easier for them!!
I think that this is the reason I alienate myself...I'm jealous. Jealous of the life that others lead, jealous of the things they have, what they accomplish and how it all seems to require little or no effort. Whereas I struggle each and every day...to be me, to be a wife, to be a mum...just to simply be!!
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