Life is difficult

"The most difficult phase of life is not when no one understands you; 

It is when you don't understand yourself."

I think this is just one of the many descriptions of depression. 

People always ask why...why do you feel like this, why are you so sad...why why why. 

Well if I knew why, then maybe I wouldn't feel like I do. It's so difficult to explain how you are feeling when you can't really understand it yourself. 

All I know is that it is constantly there, the feelings of despair, hopeless, loneliness and I don't know how to make them go away 😞